Second chances our the best chances...

I love her so much, this second chance is the best chance I have ever had. I got to see my girl friend at the mall the other night (best night I have ever had). we walked around for a while and then sat at the food court.....that's when things got "Juicey"!

I got my first "REAL" kiss.

and when you start, you never want it to end. It was the best feeling in the world.

I love you so much Mery. I'm never going to leave your side.

holdin hands ones again.....

I got to hold My girl friends hand today. It's one of the best feelings you can have in life. Here let me tell you what it felt like for you how have never held the girl you love hands before. Think of the best thing that has ever happend to you, then the softest/smoothest thing you have held in your hand, and now the think that ha made your heart feel like it's pumping 100mph....that's what it feels like to have the one you love so much, hand in your hand for the first time, or the first time in a long time.

And it's a really good feeling to have! Trust me on that.

Second chance..

My second chance has finaly come! I'm finaly going to be loved again and I can't wait to hold her hand one more time....and if I'm lucky, get one kiss.

but I don't want to push it with her, I don't want to skip a base this time!

the words that hurt....

The words that hur more than hearing your son broke his arm, more than getting punched in the face, or getting kicked in the nuts.

The words that hurt more than any other words your going to hear in your life is:

I want to be just friends/ I love you as a friend

...Just shoot me and let the pain go away.