What life is like, for now....

Well I just had wish that my girl friend went to the this school again so we can see each other again....I went to home come with her and we had a great time with dancing with each other to letting her see her friends again...When we took her home and no one was around I almost kissed her.."ALMOST"...I don't know why I didn't something was holding me back...(fear?)

I didn't know what to do, should I have just leaned in and just kissed her on the cheek?..What would her reaction be?...Angry?...suprised?...Glad?...I don't know..and would she have kissed me if sh knew I was going to kiss her....it make s you think doesn't it....

And there is this other girl(s) in my art class that sit right next to me that talk about stuff that..that might I say...'make something go Boeing!'..I can't help it I told them to please stop...but no they enjoy it...and every now and then they will walk past me and slide there hand across my back..sending the chills up my back and everywhere....

I'm not saying I don't like it(I do)....it's just I have a girl friend....and do I need to say more...I just want to be with my girl friend alone..snuggle together, hold each other..you know that kinda of stuff....but you know there is that speed bump..you guessed it...and there names are MOM and DAD...I just wish they could let me go..just to have a little more fun...

But we still love them for most of the stuff they do....

-This is NightmareSully, and until next time..."play thoughs video games"

Life Sucks...and You know it...

I hate being sick, not being able to go or see my girl friend, and I can't keep the things I buy.....IT SUCKS.....but I still make it through with my friends...well the ones I can still see and hang out with....but some day when I get my car, I'm going to get my girl friend and good friends.."that are sick of their lives to...".....and we are going to have the night of our lives....

Life isn't Fair......

I hate it every single time I get something new I have to share it....I hate it.....like when I just got enough money to buy a xbox 360....I went and got it and a game for $468 and guess what my parents say even though "I" used all my money and "MY" time to get the Xbox..."you have to share it"...I was planning on doing that..."and you can't have it in your room.."...what..that's B***sh**..if you know what I mean...I had to keep it out there in the play room...they have already broke the game I got....we got a second disc and they broke that one to....and when my brother gets a capsher card thing....guess what my parents said to him...."he doesn't have to shar it.."....that's F****ing B***sh**...I mean I have to share My $468 dollar console and he doesn't have to share his $40-$80 dollar capsher card...Can someone explain this to me..because I don't get it...